March 27, 2008
This is me tonight. Just like that. My heart hurt so much that my eyes cried. The words came out without me even knowing it would. Without planning. Without thinking. I couldn’t stop until the crying forced me to.
I don’t know if it will change anything. I don’t know if it was heard. I don’t know if it will bring a change in our relationship. I don’t know if what I said was right or wrong but clearly I had no control over that. It just poured out. The words and the tears.
I know I cried and wanted to be held and wanted my world to be fixed.
Sometimes you don’t get all that you want. But you have to live in hope.
March 27, 2008 at 6:37 pm
Thinking of you.
March 27, 2008 at 7:00 pm
Fuck Mel. Nou sit en snik ek hier vir jou. My eie hart.
Ek het jou vreeslik lief. Vreeslik. Altyd.
March 27, 2008 at 7:20 pm
Thinking of you today and hoping that what you got off your chest helps.
March 27, 2008 at 7:40 pm
Oy vey. I hope whatever it is that’s gotten you down can be fixed. And I hope you were heard. If not you can always resort to the ‘frying pan to the head’ option. But I’m just guessing here what’s up.
Thinking of you.
March 27, 2008 at 8:30 pm
Wish I was there to give you that hug and hold you close Melany (((((((((((((((((((( Melany )))))))))))))
xxxxxx
March 27, 2008 at 9:02 pm
Hope you ok Mel. Thinking of you. xx
March 27, 2008 at 9:09 pm
Glad you share.
March 28, 2008 at 1:48 am
Oh Mel im so sori you arent happy
thinking and praying for you
HUGS Jen
March 28, 2008 at 5:40 am
Hugs to you! I hope things get better and that by getting it off your chest you were able to open the lines of communication!
March 28, 2008 at 7:28 am
I’m sorry. I hope you are ok and I hope he heard you.
March 28, 2008 at 7:28 am
Hugs to you today!!!
March 28, 2008 at 9:20 am
Hope you feelings tons better today!!!! Sorry it hurt so much … I totally understand that type of hurt that makes your eyes cry
Hugs
March 28, 2008 at 10:53 am
(((HUGS))) Mel.
March 28, 2008 at 8:04 pm
*hugs*
March 28, 2008 at 10:20 pm
Love you so much. Left a message with Dad today that I phoned… just wanted you to know I was thinking of you.
LOVE
me
March 29, 2008 at 8:36 am
xxx
March 29, 2008 at 3:47 pm
i’m sorry. i hope it’s gonna be alright.
March 30, 2008 at 12:29 am
kiss
March 31, 2008 at 8:25 am
aw mel… BIG cyber hugs- i’m thinking of you!
March 31, 2008 at 9:37 am
Thinking of you. I wish I could say something to make it all better.
March 31, 2008 at 1:44 pm
Thinking of you, trying to make it all better, and giving you strength, Huggs…..
March 31, 2008 at 9:43 pm
Hope things are better now. I think we all have these moments, if we are honest. I hope you were heard.
March 31, 2008 at 10:44 pm
I don’t know what’s going on, Melany, but I sure hope that you feel better now and that things will be OK.
April 1, 2008 at 7:48 am
I truly hope whatever has gotten you so upset will be fixed soon…
xoxo
April 3, 2008 at 12:46 pm
Sorry I am late in commenting but I hope all is better now. Sometimes a good cry is all we need to release all the hate (or whatever it is choking us inside).