Tommie and I have been going through some tough times lately.
No shit Sherlock. We have mostly sorted things out now and we are testing the waters to make sure everything is okay.
Last night though he asked if he could read my blog. Goeie genade! I am always honest on my blog. Even when I know someone would read what I wrote – like my folks reading what I wrote yesterday. That’s just me.
It felt so uncomfortable with him sitting there in the living room, reading my blog. All the things I have been complaining about. Reading what I had written about his folks.
I thought he was going to be so upset however he was not. He did look unhappy and then told me “All you wrote there is so true”. He thanked me for letting him read. For letting him into my world – my thoughts – so that he can see how these things have effected me.
So it was a good thing…uncomfortable… but good. Here’s to hoping that we can now start over – get all this unhappiness behind us.