My heart hurt so much that my eyes cried
This is me tonight. Just like that. My heart hurt so much that my eyes cried. The words came out without me even knowing it would. Without planning. Without thinking. I couldn’t stop until the crying forced me to.
I don’t know if it will change anything. I don’t know if it was heard. I don’t know if it will bring a change in our relationship. I don’t know if what I said was right or wrong but clearly I had no control over that. It just poured out. The words and the tears.
I know I cried and wanted to be held and wanted my world to be fixed.
Sometimes you don’t get all that you want. But you have to live in hope.