Super Mom

Don’t know what is worse

Him reading the newspaper after I opened up my heart and emotions or him walking over it after I opened up my hearts and emotions.

I don’t want to do this anymore.

 

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24 responses

  1. Hay

    Both of them suck. You shouldn’t have to do it. 😦

    April 6, 2008 at 8:56 am

  2. Whats up seesta? You are such a wonderful, hardworking mom. You deserve the best. Whatever it is that is getting you down like this – you don’t deserve it. Get rid of those things that hold you down. Hold you back. Toxify your system. Poison your day. Is it really worth it to keep it in your life? Of course it would help if I knew what you were talking about 🙂

    April 6, 2008 at 2:18 pm

  3. I’m sorry…so sorry…wish there was something more I could say

    April 6, 2008 at 5:52 pm

  4. Sorry Mel – thinking of you and hope you ok.

    April 6, 2008 at 6:10 pm

  5. Isis

    It hurts to read those lines of yours, that things are that bad for you. (((((Melany)))))
    I wish I could knock some sense into … for you. I wish ( and pray for)lots of strength for you. Is ‘visiting’ your parents with your kids for a weekend an option at least (Meldad, where are you? Could you do that maybe for her to give your precious daughter a break??

    April 6, 2008 at 7:20 pm

  6. 😦 I am so, so sorry, Melany.

    April 6, 2008 at 7:32 pm

  7. Life can really suck sometimes. I dont know what else to say.

    April 6, 2008 at 9:52 pm

  8. jenty

    (((HUGS))) Melany.

    April 6, 2008 at 9:52 pm

  9. like he didn’t listen at all. 😦 so sorry to hear this…..

    April 7, 2008 at 2:42 am

  10. Oh Mel, I am so sorry to read this post. So much said in two sentences. Nobody can offer you advice in this area. What happens behind closed doors with you two only you know. Love is life’s greatest thrill and greatest devastation. May God uphold you with his truth right now. You are loved and you are worth loving.

    April 7, 2008 at 5:13 am

  11. Keep your head up, gal. You’re in my thoughts. I hope this is just a low point on the roller coaster ride. Crossing my fingers that it will be on the way back up soon.

    April 7, 2008 at 5:15 am

  12. You don’t have to do it anymore.

    I know it’s not as easy as that.

    April 7, 2008 at 8:59 am

  13. Wenchy

    I was here.

    April 7, 2008 at 9:41 am

  14. The one thing I have learnt in the few weeks of my “talking sessions” … even though I may have expectation (which is clearly what you had after opening your heart, I can ONLY take responsibility for my own action or non-action.

    Not sure if it makes sense, but you have a choice and only you can make it … sterkte, vrou!!!!

    April 7, 2008 at 12:35 pm

  15. Sarah

    I have for some reason been thinking of you alot this weekend. You know all of the rubbish that I have been through, and I didn’t take it and I survived and came out a better person. You and I have a history and you know how I feel about all this stuff. But only you can make the decision and all I can say is that I am thinking of you. I have two ears if you need them.

    April 7, 2008 at 12:39 pm

  16. Gen

    Hey couzzie, My heart really goes out to you – you are really such a great person and mom and I have gotten to know you so much better by reading your blog! You must do what’s right for you and those 3 gorgeous little boys of yours – No one person should be feeling the way you do – YOU DON’T DESERVE IT!!!!!!! Hang in there and take care of yourself!!!! lovies Gen

    April 7, 2008 at 12:51 pm

  17. thinking of you ((hugs))

    April 7, 2008 at 1:37 pm

  18. Wenchy

    Yip… I am with Addie.

    April 7, 2008 at 2:11 pm

  19. (((HUGS)))

    April 7, 2008 at 4:20 pm

  20. big hugs mel… i wish i could help!

    April 7, 2008 at 7:47 pm

  21. I’m sorry. Men just don’t get it most of the time. I felt like I had to train my husband what to do when I open up like that. Yes, that is what I did. I trained him. It felt weird at the time, but I needed him to validate my feelings when I shared with him. And you know what? It took awhile, but it was so worth it. He gets it now and he is so much better dealing with my teenage daughters. I didn’t realize I’d be blessing my daughters by training my husband.

    April 7, 2008 at 9:00 pm

  22. Normal

    thanks for your msg. Looks like we could both do with that weekend away ;-). Sorry to see you feeling blue 2.

    April 7, 2008 at 9:06 pm

  23. ((((HUGS)))

    I totally understand….

    April 9, 2008 at 8:14 pm

  24. Just like what you said to me earlier in the mail Mel…no need to do it if you don’t like it. I hope you get to decide what’s best for you, and the kids. I feel for you. I hope it’s better now…(since this comment is late already). Sorry for not popping earlier.

    April 11, 2008 at 5:13 pm

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