Super Mom

I wonder

I wonder …. not how many times you’ve been had.  I wonder … not how many dreams have gone bad BUT I do wonder.

I wonder why I feel lonely even when my husband is home.

I wonder why I chose the job I’m doing.

I wonder why I was blessed with three boys but no girl.

I wonder why I stopped playing guitar.

I wonder how someone can look into the eyes of a little girl and rape her.

I wonder how someone can look a terrified individual in the eye and pull the trigger.

I wonder why your childhood will always follow you around.  No matter where you go.

I wonder why I love rugby and Tommie does not.

I wonder how Kyla’s mom could just up and move.  No plan…just move.

I wonder why diamonds are a girl’s best friend.

I wonder why doing homework, cooking, driving the kids up and down, doctors, friends, concerts, clothes … all became my responsibility.

I wonder why being online is such an addiction for me.

I wonder how Tommie can go through life without it.

I wonder why all things good tend to head straight to the hips,stomach and butt.

I wonder why people are racists.

I wonder why people judge…so quickly.

I wonder ….


11 responses

  1. Why do you wonder such sad things? SIL dear.
    Never knew you played the guitar. No reason why you can’t start it up again.

    October 7, 2009 at 2:02 pm

  2. Sounds like you need a hug Mel. I wonder this kind of thing sometimes too.

    October 7, 2009 at 2:15 pm

  3. Wenchy

    *I wonder why I feel lonely even when my husband is home.*

    You made me cry.

    October 7, 2009 at 4:41 pm

  4. I wonder many of those same things myself..((hugs))

    October 7, 2009 at 8:29 pm

  5. Wenchy

    Also me. (What Tanya said)

    October 8, 2009 at 12:01 pm

  6. Love this post, it set me off on a whole lot of wondering of my own.

    October 8, 2009 at 5:05 pm

  7. Hay

    A whole lot of wonder. Wishing you some peace.

    October 9, 2009 at 7:55 am

  8. Shoowee… you have a lot on your mind.

    October 9, 2009 at 9:43 pm

  9. Addie

    I wonder why we never really get to know the answers to all these questions!!!!

    I agree with Maggie – you should try the guitar lessons again.

    October 10, 2009 at 1:29 pm

  10. (((HUGS)))

    October 10, 2009 at 11:11 pm

  11. Debs

    Love it… deep and meaningful…thanks for sharing. Now you’re making us all wonder!!!

    October 13, 2009 at 1:24 pm

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