Maybe I’m just having that end of the year depression.
Maybe it’s the holiday that was really stressful (yeah, go figure)
Maybe it’s the little boy who drowned in my pool.
Maybe it’s the reaction of certain people. The lack of emotion. The total lack of empathy.
Maybe it’s watching his family come here and pray for him.
Maybe it’s realizing that I’m not that good a mom these days.
Maybe it’s the fact that people don’t keep their word.
Maybe it’s the lack of finances.
Maybe it’s a whole lot of things.
It’s not nice though. No Merry Christmas feeling.
Almost feel like I should just put a bandage on my own emotion and make it go away.