Super Mom

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for

I once hurt someone I care for.

*I* caused hurt. 

I knew going into it, that I would hurt him. I made excuses.  I think I might have even convinced myself that I deserved the happiness.  I chose not to think of the consequences of my actions.  Not what it was doing to me or to the person I hurt so badly.

I go out of my way not to cause hurt.  That’s who I am …..

Looking back, I can’t believe I did what I did.  No, I can’t write what exactly because that would just cause more hurt.

I was wrong and I can’t take that wrong back. 

I wish I never caused that hurt.  This is not something I would ever forgive myself for.

..♥..♥..♥..♥..♥..♥..♥..♥..♥..♥..

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

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4 responses

  1. I know… and I love you this the same… as you thankfully love me.

    October 27, 2010 at 3:42 pm

  2. Mom

    (((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))

    October 28, 2010 at 12:59 pm

  3. Well at least you have learned from it and won’t make that mistake again. We all make mistakes sometimes, we all cause hurt whether intentionally or not. The good people are the ones who hurt more because they’ve CAUSED hurt, and learn from it.

    You need to forgive yourself and move on. (hugs)

    October 28, 2010 at 3:26 pm

  4. And hindsight is always 20/20.

    December 26, 2010 at 4:14 pm

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