Super Mom

3rd chemo today

I have said from the start that I want to write about my experience as something to read back on but also to just maybe help someone who has to go through this unknown.

I’ve been strong. I am still strong. I’m not falling into the depths of despair. No need to send help. I am feeling down though. It’s only the start but I just feel robbed.

I feel robbed of time. I can’t remember when last I’ve been able to just watch the kids swim. Zander used to insist. Now he doesn’t even ask. I don’t do things for the children anymore. They do things for me. I have so much work to do. I need time to work and time to rest at the same time. I don’t know how I am going to cope with added school activities. So thankful we live close to school.

My body is giving me a little f#ck you today. I don’t blame it. I mean it’s putting up a good fight and all.

Tomorrow will be better.

2 responses

  1. Kerry

    My heart breaks for you you are so strong

    January 11, 2018 at 5:51 am

    • Thank you Aunty Kerry. I’ll be just fine… Just a day or two ND I’ll be up fighting again x

      January 11, 2018 at 6:14 am

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