Super Mom

Let’s talk cancer

So it’s been almost two years since I finished my treatment. I think. I try not to keep track. I don’t want a countdown to the five years that we want to achieve.

I just don’t know when “cancer” really leaves you. When does it stop being a worry.

I have had a headache for far over a month now. Not just a headache but one of those where I battle to think. Battle wake up. Battle to sleep. Just bad.

I don’t want my first thought to be cancer. I don’t. So I asked Kyla to give me a head massage earlier this week. She pushed on a specific area and it was extremely painful. I asked her if it was a spasm and she said, it is round unlike the other side that is in spasm.

Great. So is it a normal headache? I detest being someone who thinks everything is cancer. I promised myself not to be like that.

I have an appointment with my oncologist later this month. It’s just so frustrating that I am still not over the “is this cancer” worry.

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