This week has been rough.
There are many reasons but two things that happened within a hour of each other, was big things. Life changing things. Big decision of big implications.
I can unfortunately not go into much because some things are not mine to share. I can say that one of those things I had carried for a long time and finally I let go. It was more emotional than I thought.
The other one was trying to have a normal adult conversation with someone at Impaq. That is our “school” service provider for Zander. I am not made to talk to someone who can only see inside a box. Who can only read from a script and not understand questions at all. Not written questions, not oral questions. If it’s not in the “box”, she can’t help.
Thankfully, I finally just did what I thought was right and it was. This too was a huge decision made that I was not sure if it was the correct one. It was.
So, anyway. Zander is in the office working on his EGD project. He hears bits of my conversations (he mostly works with earphones on). When I’m finished, he walked up to me and gave me the biggest hug.
He said that we should rather take a break, have some coffee and then finish the rest of our school for the day.
I just love that he can see I was upset … although in the end probaby in a good way, but he realized I was a tad emotional.
Gotta love a man-child that sees when someone needs a hug.