Intimidated
I share so easily. Good or bad. I open up my world to the world. Not just an open window but big open sliding doors. Yet I feel I cannot share my current situation. Not all of it.
What I can say is that I feel intimidated. I feel scared. I feel violated. I am hugely upset yet I have realized that I am not capable of showing that emotion. I can be so proper on the outside. I think admitting to that makes me feel vulnerable (that’s for another post though)
I am totally unsure as to how to handle this situation as it seems that once again our Police isn’t willing to step up and do anything.
Don’t worry. Nothing has happened – yet. I have just been ‘threatened’. Uggles uggles words and a bit of a threat.
Super Mom .... or not 
Jeepers couzzie – what the hell happened or what are you afraid of happening? You musn’t write posts like this – you get us worried!!!!!! Being scared is one thing but actually being scared because something has sort of happened is worse! Stay safe and shout if there is anything we can help with!!!
February 6, 2008 at 9:00 pm
Thinking of you Melanie. I hope you’ll be able to share this soon.
(((HUGS)))
February 6, 2008 at 10:03 pm
oh no melany! thats dreadful!!!
big hugs- i hope you can resolve it somehow soon…
February 6, 2008 at 10:37 pm
Oh Melany- I am so sorry you are having to deal with something so scary. I hope all resolves itself soon- in the meantime sending lots of good vibes & virtual hugs your way!
February 6, 2008 at 11:27 pm
This sounds horrible! I feel for you having to deal with something like that. It is very frustrating/a nightmare the police won’t do anything before something has actually happened.
I hope something can be done to alleviate the situation. ((hugs)) Wishing you all the best.
February 7, 2008 at 12:33 am
Whatever it is I hope you are able to deal with it or get help dealing with it. Never take threats too lightly. It is a symptom of something that has potential. I wish you well and good wishes. Hope you are able to share soon. I am sure that your friends that are near are worried when they see a post like this one.
February 7, 2008 at 4:20 am
oh no! 😦
February 7, 2008 at 5:49 am
Praying for you Melanie, take care of yourself and your family at all means. “The most dangerous place to be is in between a mother and her kids.” REMEMBER THAT!
Hugs!
Martine/BreederX
February 7, 2008 at 7:47 am
OMG, what happened? I know how you feel. Someone tried to follow me to my car from PicknPay the other day (not a trolley pusher or car guard), thank god I picked it up and went back into the store to get someone to walk out with me. I just realised I must look like such an easy hi-jack target, one kid in the trolley and another in the belly, so unable to run or fight. UGH, I really hate this country sometimes. Can you tell us what happened?
February 7, 2008 at 7:59 am
I am very sorry for what you are going through – I am not sure what I would do in your situation – very scary stuff that.
I am here if you need me.
February 7, 2008 at 8:15 am
*hugs*
February 7, 2008 at 8:22 am
praying for you
February 7, 2008 at 8:49 am
I am so sorry for whatever had happened. Please stay safe.
February 7, 2008 at 9:58 am
i hope you are doing ok and just look after yourself and be safe.
February 7, 2008 at 10:56 am
what?! oh no man, hope you’re ok ((hugs))
February 7, 2008 at 12:01 pm
Fuckers. All of ’em.
February 7, 2008 at 2:57 pm
Take care Melany !!!
February 7, 2008 at 3:07 pm
I hope that very quickly everything will work out. You are in my thoughts. Be safe!
February 7, 2008 at 4:48 pm
I’m thinking of you. That’s freaky.
February 7, 2008 at 6:47 pm
I don’t know how you can be so calm! I don’t know how I would react in the same situation. We are thinking of you all the time, just remember to stay alert and keep both eyes wide open around you ALL the time. I hope that all works out in the end.
February 8, 2008 at 10:55 am
Wow, I’m sorry to hear this. I can’t imagine.
February 8, 2008 at 4:33 pm
Gosh Mel; what is going on?? You make me nervous…sending huge hugs your way….
February 8, 2008 at 11:45 pm